The Good, The Bad and The Ugly

Warning this post may include TOO MUCH INFORMATION for some.

I have been waiting to post until I had a few more things to place in the Good Category so here it goes....

GOOD: Treatment is over!
BAD: Some days I still throw up.
UGLY: Even the throwing up is not as bad as the constipation.

GOOD: The ENT said my nasopharynx looks really good.
BAD: We won't know more until the CT Scan on April 12.
UGLY: We won't really know how things look until the PET Scan in May or June.

GOOD: I've lost 30lbs going through all of this.
BAD: None of my clothes fit.
UGLY: I look like the Saggy Baggy Elephant (one of my favorite books as a kid). My butt and boobs hang too low...

GOOD: I can eat solid food.
BAD: My salivary glands are shot so what I can eat is very limited and small in quantity.
UGLY: Some of it leaks out from around my feeding tube.

GOOD: I'm in Denver continuing my recovery until mid April.
BAD: My butt still hurts from sitting in the car for three days.
UGLY: It's supposed to snow tonight.

GOOD: I get to hang out with my sister and her kids.
BAD: They are all sick.
UGLY: We are just waiting for Baby Chang to get sick.

GOOD: I am taking a few more weeks off from work.
BAD: I am taking a few more weeks off from work.
UGLY: My checking account.

GOOD: I took a two hour nap with Baby Chang today.
BAD: Baby Chang took a two hour nap today will she sleep tonight?
UGLY: Baby Chang doesn't take naps in her own bed thanks to Grandma Chang and Mr. Chang.